They Came, I Fought, I Conquered

" He looked up into the sky, a surge of negative emotions going through him. He wondered when all this was going to end. Above him, the dark clouds hovered,creating a very depressed atmosphere all around everyone. It was like a menace to all. He thought to himself,"when is it going to rain? ". He looked back at the green pastures that laid before him, realizing that even the vibrant green that the grass once had, was not as vibrant as ever. The dark clouds had blocked off all source of light.He thought to himself " Like the saying goes,"When it rains, it pours" "

"Just then, he felt a strong gust of wind. The grass ruffled under his feet. He looked up at the sky, and saw the dark clouds slowly shifting, moving away. After some time, a small beam of light managed to shine through. Suddenly, he felt revitalized, not only by the cool breeze, but also by the sight of that small beam of light. The negative emotions within him suddenly dissipated. He felt much better. Gradually, the dark clouds were starting to disperse. Suddenly, he felt small drops of water raining down on him. It was drizzling, but he did not feel depressed at all. Over time, the dark clouds gradually disappeared, and the small beam of light, had become much stronger in intensity. He sat down on the grass, slowly enjoying the change in atmosphere. Gradually, the whole place became brighter, not as depressed as before. Even the grass was starting to sway with more enthusiasm and energy. "

"Just then, it stopped drizzling. Above him, the sun shone with an immense brightness, but he liked it. "It's been some time since i enjoyed such brightness;Let me enjoy it", he thought to himself, a surge of inner strength coming back to him. Within him, all thoughts of negative emotions had vanished. Although he knew that these negative emotions would come back some other time, his inner self had hardened."

"He had Grown Stronger!"

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It's been a very very long time since i've updated my blog. Heh. i had actually wanted to make it abt a month since i'd updated my blog, but i kinda got sick and tired of leaving my blog empty. heh!

Anyway, thanks to all those who had tagged my blog even though the blog was very stagnant!

So, wad's with the story up there? Well, i'd thought it pretty much summarizes how i felt for this past one month. So much has been going through my life, but i just don't wanna write everything down. I mean, why make an entry so depressing? Whatever emotions that i've wanted to pour out, i've already done it. (thanks to all those who were willing to hear me out)

What actually spurred me to write this entry was the birthday card that the class had given me. Words cannot describe the Encouragement i received upon reading the card a 2nd time round! =) Thanks s12!

Thanks to yc for willing to take time to hear me out. Guess after Eric left, i'd only had yc and fel to confide in.

Sometimes in life, it's better not to think too much about small events. These events are just events that pass by your life, and you're not supposed to treat them so seriously. If u do, u're just creating more problems for yourself. Also, focus on the BIG, and REALLY IMPORTANT tasks at hand, and not bother yourself with small trivial matters. Don't look back at past events. Life becomes more meaningful, as you wake up each day, knowing that you have something to do.

=Always Move On=

It's because of all these negative emotions, that it's affecting my music. haha..i'd always thought that it would help my music playing. Upon realization, i've been wrong all along. One must know how to balance out.

Anyway, i'd told myself that i will not allow my emotions to get the better out of me.

=Stay Happy Always=

haha..sounds kinda corny. But nevertheless, Let us strive to be more Optimistic about Life. Life is Short, so take it Easy! ^_^

=As long as your heart is in your dreams, no request is too extreme=

=I would like to thank God, His Son, and Mother Mary for guiding me through this toughest of times. Without Your guidance, i might not have been able to make it past this one month. Again, I Thank You for the strength that You'll have given me this past month.=

"Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on the wings like eagles." Isaiah 40:31

Helloz to all!

3 weeks since i updated my blog! Longest time so far! heh! havent been realli finding e time to really update my blog. yeah...lotsa things been going thru my mind..geesh. Anyway, this is juz a trial post...heh. To all my juniors out dere, Good Luck for ur Os! =)

february!

Finally! it's feb again! e month of my bdae! yeah...dun ya juz LUV it peeps?! haha..e month of my zodiac sign...okok..i'd better stop, coz all tis euphoria might drive me(n u) nuts! haha!

Anyway, this week wasn't such a big hoo ha as usual. Recording was crazee. recorded till 3am, got home n slpt abt 4am. i tell u, i was working non stop all dae, for 12 hrs, n wen i reached home, i was half dead. If it wasn't for God kind guidance, i might not haf been able to pull thru. so aniway, i slept for 2 hrs, b4 headed to sch for SV. The feeling wen i woke up, was tt i was brain dead..really! i juz couldn't think abt anything, so i was almost like a zombie. Sometimes, words juz slipped out while tokin to my frends, n i wasn't aware wad i was saeing. tt's y CM i was stoning! By the way, i would like to thank Mabel n Dawn for helping me wif e info n minutes. Knew i could count on ya both! thanks again* So anyway, left sch @ 5pm, n slpt @ 8pm. yeah..recuperate slp loss...heh..i tink tt's e most significant event for e week for now

Now, im wondering wad i learnt tis week. i was surprised fel got bac her hp,n she msg me! haha..naughty hor! Well, my interest in music rekindled again tis week, which was good. finally, had something to look fwd to, new repertoire! but gotta finish e current ones. some pieces were realli interesting, like e Schumann Carnaval! and the Chopin Heroic Polonaise, or Liszt Funerailles(i noe..it sounds like funeral....it is). Anyway, i shant ponder too much bout it, b4 it becomes very long n boring.

Well, i learnt alot during worship todae, abt the Lord being wif us, no matter how gloomy things are. Ya, it's true tt sometimes we dunnoe, or feel we're alone, and everything seems to be crumbling. But im sure the Lord put us thru trials so tt we become stronger pple. and tt's e thing tt motivates me all the way, especially thru this very tough times.

Anyway, the class t-shirt suddenly struck me again. i might nid to discuss wif ros bout it, to see whether we're realli going ahead wif it...so far i've received positive feedback from e klass, so ya, im gonna push for tt idea.

Ideas juz flow thru me, n disappear unknowingly. After playing thru the Carnaval, i was tinking of writing a piece; of coz tt's kinda crazee, considering i dun haf e basics for composing, but im pushing forward to get it written. haha..some maybe wondering, where in the world am i getting my inspiration from? 24 pple,all with different and interesting personalities, how's tt for a start? well, it includes me, which makes it 24.the class been quite an inspiration for me to kick start the idea, in fact, i've had this idea within me for a very long time, juz didn't noe how to express it. prob composing's e best? haha! ideas ideas!

okie, tt's all for blogging! tc peeps n enjoy ur week again!