Holidays!

o yesh! the Holidays have started!!

okie..let's c..do u count sat as the start of the holiday too? haha..ok..wadeva e case, i've truely been slackin around these past couple of daes. Sat slack out wif yc. todae mondae, played MGS 3 e whole dae la..kaoz..slack until liddat...better rmb bout e CT2. gosh! aniwae, did some practicing..fingers not responding to me todae..dunnoe y. haha..rusty i guess.

aniwae, this hols gonna b lotsa prep for the recital in aug. gosh! i'm gonna b bz larhz. den got med check..cant forget! and how can i 4get, my BEST BUDDY ERIC!!!!!! he's coming BACK!!! FINALLY!!! cant wait bro!! haha..den can haf our game of Risk! lol!

geezer..tt's all! time for me to get bac to some stealth action in MGS3! meanwhile pple, enjoy ur holidaes pple! *salutez*

Star Wars Episode III

yesh...after abt a week or so, i managed to catch e show!

wanted to watch it on opening dae, but pple either not free or not interested! bah!

aniwae, i tink e 3rd Episode is definitely the best prequel out of the 3. i tink it realli brought the Star Wars chapter to a close. heh..ever since i was a kid, i've been following e whole series, so yeah, juz gotta watch it. it's saddening e protaganist turns bad in the end(Anakin). somehow, to some extent , juz gotta sympatise that fella. but i guess it's his inability to let go which eventually caused him to turn to the dark side.

Sometimes, we've juz gotta let go of things, n not hold on too tightly to them.

Anyway, got some guest appearances, like Chewbacca! haha! tt furry hairball. When i 1st spotted him wen they zoomed into his homeplanet, i tot it wasn't him.But b4 Yoda left he planet, he said something like " i will miss u chewbacca. take care" (something liddat la). haha..my 6th sense was correct. Den of coz, there was the birth of Leia and Luke Skywalker, both who would be very pivotal in the downfall of the empire and the rebuilding of the New Republic. heh..but tt's many many many years after episode III. E surprising part was Yoda teaching Obi Wan how to contact his ex-mentor Qui Gon. Sadly, dey didn't realli show a clip of him communicating wif his mentor, but nvm.

Nevertheless, the concluding scene really signified HOPE. All in all, this episode really rocked! Kudos to George Lucas and his team for FINALLY bringing some justice back to the Star Wars series and bringing back all the excitement! =)

Geesh! aniwae, lazee to tok bout mondae outing. prob blog bout it some time soon. gotta go n do Maths and phy tut! arghh!!!!

College Day!

yup! Todae was college day!

Din really do much todae, juz practice n practice @ home. Went to church in the afternoon. while on the way bac, i saw Mr Menon! o gosh lor! haha! Din realli tok to him though

all e furniture in e guest's room been removed lor...so sian. now wenever i play e piano, dere's lotsa echo..darn..not good. my parents r buying furniture real soon for e room, to accomodate e piano

besides tt, i also lost my damn phone la this week! darn thief stole my fone, n took some cash from my wallet.fortunately, i didn't lose any very very important things from my wallet(e.g IC) now haf to use some temp line. aniwae folks, i'll b reactivating my line soon, so no worries. do drop me a msg to tell me who u r so tt i can store e number.

Anyway, juz got bac from College Day. Concert was quite entertaining. Hung out wif yc n matt during e interval to makan here n dere. v full sia! anyway, good job to all who made college day a success!

Love can really be very complicated wen ya think of it. Was listening to Liebestraum by Liszt(it's a very famous piece, most peeps wunt noe e title, but once u listen to e tune, u'll b saying "orh!"). It brought bac many memories, memories of falling in love again. haha..dunnoe y, especially wenever i listen to the ending of the piece, it sounds sooo......sad....yet, with a strong emotion of love, that u've gotta treasure those around u, no matter how often u see them. lol...i'm not sure how to explain it. but once thing's for sure, it's definitely bout Love.

haha..y am i toking bout this? a feeling of nostalgia? or juz thinking bout her?

anyway, tt's all folks! cya n take care! for all NJcians out dere, enjoy e monday holidae! Rock on Brudders n Sistas!

Some thoughts

Juz came back home after watching Kingdom of Heaven wif YC n Matt. Really a grreat show man! Bascially,the battle scenes were grand and awesome , and other stuff(tt i'm kinda lazee to bring up)were not bad. haha...for those who havent watched it, go catch it!

ooO! i oso cant wait for Star Wars Episode III to come out! i'm quite a fanatic wen it comes to e darn series! haha! *eric! u wanna watch once ur bac or not?*

Anyway,Kingdom of Heaven did bring up some issues tt came up to my head. I mean, the storyline basically revolves around the Fall of Jerusalem. But many times i ask myself, why do Men fight for such causes? As in, which religion promotes death, violence and destruction? Nowdays, soo many terrorists say they "die bcoz it's God's Will". But many of times, this seems to be in conflict with our religion. It's quite ironically and paradoxical.

But one thing tt kinda struck me was that there was a knight(cant rmb his name), who wore a blue outfit, b4 he left Jerusalem(coz he knew it was gonna fall anyway), he told Orlando Bloom, that he originally had a strong believe that he was defending the City becoz it was God's Will, but in the end, he realised that many many times, Men fight juz to protect their own property and wealth. I'm not saying we let other pple steal or take what rightfully belongs to us, but what i'm saying in context, is that Men bcome sooo possessive with what they have, they use the excuse that it's God's Will, that they fight for a certain cause.

I mean, let's juz face it, sometimes in our life, we just use the excuse that "God made it this way" to cover up some sins that we know we committed, but do not admit. Erm...maybe after i said this many will say i'm totally wrong. I hope that readers out there wont misinterpret me for what i'm saying. But anyway, like i said, it's juz a thought i wanted to pen out, so i'm sure that there's much room for debate. Bottomline is this though ; I dun doubt God's Will.

But at the end of the day, the line bout "Taking up arms to protect those who are unable to fight and protect themselves", that's what true heroism is, n i feel that the protaganist has really exhibited this trait.

ok lar, enough of talking bout this. Had wanted to announce smthg to e class, but todae's a 1/2 day, so not possible. hmm...Wednesday mayb huh? ;)

Signing off! God Bless ya all!

What makes life beautiful?

What makes life beautiful?

A message from YC struck me real hard, and i want to share it with all. "I know, You cant force yourself to feel better. You cant fight away the negative feelings. You cant expect everything to go smoothly. You are human. Having all these imperfections is what Makes Life Beautiful. Accept Life as it is. The only thing you should do is Love. "

I know, some things dun make sense. But probably the lines b4 the line bout imperfections making our life beautiful , can probably be smthg refreshing.

Juz came bac from CCA. Felt quite good, esp since i beat Chow in a game of othello..after sooo mani games. haha...aniwae, tt's all. hmm...i've got a surprise up my sleeve...dunnoe whether to call it a surprise...but im sure they'll appreciate. Who's "they"? "They" are a bunch of pple very close to me! heh! okok! enuff liaoz! TC peeps!

deep down, there's alot of hatred within me, i haf no idea y.

the thought sickens me....

do i realli know who i am?

i cant accept myself for who i am...

i'm confused.

what's the meaning of life?

someone close to me has now become someone i hate

i cant help but wonder why im so sensitive...im nvr @ ease with myself

i'm deeply tortured by this negative side of me tt is consuming me....i'm losing my sanity...

someone , plz help me

someone, plz listen to me

i'm deeply troubled.

God, plz help me.