here i m again, blogging, with nthg better to do

1st things first, it's grrrreat to b able 2 play my piano @ home. aniwae, e upgrade did work! e keys r much harder, n yesh, dey're also more sensitive to my touch. heh! though i cant play my octaves wif e speed n agility tt i once could, tt's a small issue. i tink once i get my octaves done, dey'll b darn strong. aniwae, had some probs wif e middle pedal, so called up Mr Man to help me wif it. haha..apparently, it was such a minor job. juz turn e screw clockwise, n it's all done...kaoz!

aniwae, im glad yc patched up wif his gf. sigh~ sometimes all these relationships can cause lotsa troubles, but well, once both parties can agree n r willing to put aside their differences, it'll b much smoother sailing. Love is complicated....

im glad tedd's coming bac tis sun, got quite some stuff to discuss wif him, esp bout nxt wk...yeah...im starting to feel bit moody now..dunnoe y. mayb im jealous...tt everyone out dere's enjoying their hols, while im here, @ home, working my guts out @ e piano. Aniwae, tis's e path's i've chosen..i realli hope it works out too. Hope it all pays off...sometimes, i sit alone, in my room..thinking bout whether it'll work out, whether i'll pull thru tis,wondering....worrying...etc.. yeah...ever since i took up tis path, so mani things haf come to my mind. I sometimes feel im being v isolated from e world...deep down inside, im kinda suffering...im a guy who loves socializing, juz tt i cant, coz of tis committment. i ask myself...izzit worth while? will it pay off?

I only pray n hope God continues to guide me.

aniwae, im tired of writing all these. nitez~