Being Simple

it has dawned upon me tt like wad i mentioned in my previous entry, being simple minded solves alot of probs...emotional problems sometimes.

anywae, tis week has been quite passive..nthg realli interesting happening. juz had 1 meeting for CM. yeah...NE rep has changed. guess JH got kinda stressed out, so JS took over. i can understand how JH felt, esp being picked on by SP all e time..too much. It's a good thing i got a week off from piano...i was realli feeling very very drained already. fortunately, dere's something which drives n motivates me everydae. Anywae, tis week was a getting bac week for s12. everyone finally got bac together in klass to catch up (in some sense). Oso, had lotsa admin stuff to handle. Fortunately, i have a very very(n yesh..i mean wad i write n sae) responsible klass rep to help me wif this. im glad she is, coz im soooooo bz wif piano n stuff, i realli sometimes let all these admin stuff slip past me. haha..she oso reminds me often bout it, so i dun forget too. *thank u!*

Mrs Cheng announced bout another outing for e J1s for CM. urgh...everyone's getting disgusted bout it...but no choice lor. luckily, JS very responsible. he's going all out to ensure everything's fine. again..another fine n responsible crew member on board e CM crew. haha!

anywae, enuff of sch stuff, time to talk abit more on personal stuff.

Back to wad i said above, it's better to haf a simple mind. life gets less complicated. y do i sae so? mayb reading my previous entry would help. Again, im faced wif many very tough decisions tt will ultimately affect my future n my family. yesh..it's my recital. dere's sooo much issues i haf to settle. sometimes, all these tough decisions can realli dampen my spirits. in klass, i may seem like e cheerful me, always talking joking...etc. tt's bcoz i wanna let it all out...but deep down inside, i noe i cant run away from my probs. i've gotta solve em. n i aint too happy bout it. Again, i would like to thank God for having such a wonderful klass. Dey r truely a great bunch of pple!

Love is complicated. My mom was chatting wif her sister(my aunt..like duh!). n dey tok abt teenager relationships. They mentioned this point abt teens like us, falling in love easily. it's soo true. everyone experiences tt, but each person reacts to it differently. for me...i haf a tuff time reacting to it. it affects me very deeply. yeah..im some1 who's very in touch wif my emotions..but pple dun realize it.
I've fallen in love b4, but this time, i'm falling in love with someone. n tt again, sickens me. no..not tt person, but bcoz i cant concentrate on wadever im doing. but i guess, tis tot will gradually disappear. Had better be...

Din haf much time to catch up wif buddy YC. anywae, he looks sooo much happier now. i glad he is. i guess he finally realized lotsa stuff, n he oso told tt to me. haha..i did mention it to him @ e end of 2003 of how he's changed over, but he didn't realize. guess wif all those tots gone, he's finally settled down to rethink bout it. he did wanna haf a chat wif me,but i couldn't find e time.Mayb i ought to sit down n oso gif some thoughts bout myself

aniwae, tt's enuff for now. all these ramblings r getting boring...juz wanted to let out some emotions...